[	what is felt	|	grrrrrr im mad and sad	]
[	what is heard	|	im lost without you- blink 182	]

hello there ughhhhh im soo mad...my dad is freakin out over nothing and he grounded me for forgetting to call him last nite but watever so im grounded for a month!!! i kno totally unfair im sure ill get him to change that though....this vacation was awesome until tonite but i wont let him ruin it...

im tired but i dont want to go to bedd

i borrowed the oc season 1 from sofia so i might go watch it bc i dont want to sleep

im in a bad mood

not smiling......

ps. BLINK 182 BROKE UP>>IF ANYONE IS AS MAD?UPSET?SAD?GOING CRAZY AS I AM PLEASE COMMENT!!!!!!!!

[	what is felt	|	idkkk	]
[	what is heard	|	Otherside- Red Hot Chili Peppers	]

omg i havent written in forever....in 8th grrade i was such a loser...i havent written in like 10 million yrss..haha yeaa soo rite now im in a weird mood i jst thinkin about like everything thats going on rite now..ahhh grrrr i hate being indescisive or however u spell that...i watched along came polly today..omg i slept over angs house and we went to bed at 6 and i woke up at 8..i like want to go to sleep but im not tired...its a really wierd....

toodles

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[	what is felt	|	happy	]
[	what is heard	|	soo much for my happy ending -	]

omg imm soo happy its summer got an 81 on bio regents ...  everyone went to camp yeaa i goo on the 25th!!  im soo over u jaime mor i cant believe i liked a loserr like u!!  yeaa soo this week was greatt!! i went shopping on monday and i went to the VIP w/ laur and carlitaa on tuesdayy!! summerr iss the highlight of my life...  sleep all dayy out all nite!!! haha words to live by!  yeaa pplz are dinering at the house esta noche!!  itss gunna b boringG wit a capital g anywayy im  here bored as hell... i will attempt to not b bored l8r!!!  ahhhh sum1 im me or call me 943 7031!

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[	what is felt	|	indifferent	]
[	what is heard	|	let it burn usheRrR	]

heyy heyy heyy

wow i havent written in my journal for the longest time!! wowza! anyway i am having an alright daii.. ss was great!! thanx for ur compliment jaime!! lolzhershayy was great some of our times::

me: von dutch....is that french??

brittsly: no hes reading ur hatt

hahah wat a great time him

thanks to all of u who made my trip great too many too name

anyway ill write later cause i have to solve a couple of probs

[	what is felt	|	energetic	]
[	what is heard	|	i am a material girl (ellen signed on and its really funny)	]

heyy soo sry i havent written in days im very busy u knoe j/k

anyway friday was a blast and scary at the same time cause ash broke the sign and framed gabe so we went to the summons office but only the 2 of them actually went in and then we were there for like 50 hundred hours...j/p... and then she got released but then all thys shyt happened where we couldnt find her and she got "jumped" and oo it was funny and not funny at the same time. the next dai i go to the mall w/ jess and it was soo funy we had soo much funn...dr.suess... then i slept over and then we went to church on palm sunday.. i made 4 palm crosses... then monday it was natalies bday and we went to see thouroughly modern millie and that was a blast and we went on that extremely fast elevator after the show i thought i was gunna dieeeee!! and sooo then we got home at like 12 and i forgot to say wen we were leaving the train station the wind was soo strong my glassses were blown off and sofia was blown into the bush such a funny nite!! then we had a sleepover at nats but then today i got home and everything was soo blah and not to mention i have a huge problem to settle over this break w/ ***** and **** cause i have to decide and wow my life is like whoa!! anyway im bored and i have a whole lot of "kinetic" energy... how dorky am i ... and i wanna do sumthin someone call or leave one!!!

i miss u all

x0x0 :: smilez :: = )

[	what is felt	|	confused	]
[	what is heard	|	umm idk find me a song	]

like idk wat i feel cause like life can be really annoying...happy bday bam bam!!! anyway ill write later!

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[	what is felt	|	disappointed	]
[	what is heard	|	no time for music!!!	]

omg im gunna be up forever...i have to do newsworthis 12-16 and all the bio words for my glossary, i have to do math, i have to study for bio (majorly), and i have to my spanish sheet and i have a ss benchmark tomoro...im sooo mad and to top theat off i forgot all of my dance at the pave audition s0o im really disapointed but luckily i made the rest up as i went along

conclusion: im d0omed

help me sum1 pleez

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[	what is felt	|	frustrated	]
[	what is heard	|	complicated by Avril Lavigne	]

hey journal,

today was alright but the thing is im soo frustrated because i had soo much time today and i wasted it all and now its like late and im like where did all my time go.... lolz anyways i have to finish my bio which i didnt finish and the english questions which i did not finish yesterday...hahaha anyway i have to go and im trying to downlaod 9.0 optimized but the download chart says 1 hour and like a half... im s0o mad that is a loooonnnnggg time more than the time i wasted....haha

anyways gotta g0o.. sm00chers

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[	what is felt	|	hungry	]
[	what is heard	|	idk im hungry maybe.....ive got that boom boom by BS	]

why hello there im very hungry right now.....im going down to get something to eat..brb.....im bacc im eating a little round pizza by the deep dish pizza company...its like the pizza at albert leonard...haha...anyway my mom and dad are really mean.....ughhhhh...and i really hate guys..they r soo mean anyway i have to go now..i hate my life..i do really i do.

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[	what is felt	|	crushed	]
[	what is heard	|	f*ck u rite bac-FrAnKiE	]

ahhh as alyx says guys are shit heads..i h-e-a-r-t u alyx...anyway guys are s0o mean and ........ughhh mean....i mean dont they care one hour later and im still not finished with english i think my parents r gunna crush me with a steamroller--where did i get that idea...haha

gottago...sm00chers

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[	what is felt	|	busy	]
[	what is heard	|	tomorrow(still) by AL	]

ahhhhhh.....i will never finish my stupid homework...i have to do mrs webers trial research and the stupid scopes trial questions and i keep coming to write oo my gosh i will never finish and my mom is gunna kill me!!!

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[	what is felt	|	blah	]
[	what is heard	|	tomorrow by avril lavigne	]

s0o today was kinda boring but w/e..i went to an engagement party and a birthday party and they were kinda funn but not really.. although a family friend of my dads sed that she thought i was 15 s0o that was funn..any way thanx to LiSaA i now have a journal! well i amm totally unhappy that i have english to do..u knoe sumtimes i feel like the world is turning or i am upside down!have to do english!!tata

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